We1his1teeth's Blog

Ok, well my friends and I went to The Taste of Chaos Tour in Portland last Sunday and well.... It was fucking awesome!!!! I didn't think I'd like Senses Fail live, cuz I didn't really like them when they were just on the radio... but they were one of the best bands there. Other than Chiodos. Saosin was kinda... not all that great. The sound was horrible for Evaline and Saosin. OMFG Aiden!!! I loved them! The sound wasn't all that great for them either, but I could actually understand them. and then, 30 Seconds to Mars was obviously awesomely awesome! They even played my song!!!! Buddah for Mary here it comes!!! lalala omg i love it and then Jared came into the audience and stuff. My friend was freaking out. she's one of those crazy Jared fans. When she came out of the crowd that was huddled around him, she's like "I was this ______ close!" omg and well he didn't get knocked in the nose this time. lol I think they had the best set out of all of them though. So yeah the band I was most excited to see was The Used and that's when I finally made it to the front of the crowd. I was closest to Quinn out of all of them. He was in most of my pictures, well other than Bert and the new drummer. I couldn't get many of Jeph because he had his back to the crowd a lot and he was moving too much. Yeah, It was so fucking awesome! I'll post the pictures from it soon. :D

holy shit i was watching Jay Leno last night and TBS was on there... well the curtains came open there was Adam.. BLEACH BLOND!  omg  he looks sooooo good as a blond :p holy crap ill try to get some picture soon. but omg!  *giggles*

fuck yeah!!! im going down to ole st.louie next thursday!!!!!! omg im so freaking excited.. except for the fact its sooo much hotter down there. ahh well ill be working inside all the time anyways lol uhh well i think thats all i have to say for now... oh yeah, im listening to slipknot right now "I push my fingers into my eyes!" lalalala lol ok bye now

WOO HOO! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE (THAT DOESNT KNOW IT) DOESNT LIKE THIS OTHER GIRL NOW SO IM FREE TO SNAG HIM!!!!!!!  IM SO EXCITED, AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT. IM ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT :D :D

Suicide isn't the Answer

What's going on?
I'm way too confused
to know what I'm doing
I feel bruised

How can people say
they have perfect lives
when there are people out there
cutting themselves with knives

I'm not saying I'm one of them
or that I ever will be
but just the thought of it
makes me feel differently

No one understands them
I can sort of relate
But only if I knew them
I'd tell them just to wait

I'm really glad that
I made this friend
because if I didn't
their life might've ended

I'm just trying to say
that people can be so mean
If only they've heard what I've heard
or have seen what I've seen.

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What Now?

Why can't I think straight?
Nothing's coming to mind
Now I can't see!
I'm going blind

Is it because I'm preocupied
with more important things
like when High School's over
what life will bring

I really hope to be successful
in anything I do
but I'm a little scared
because everythign will be so new

Will I make it past college?
Where will I go?
Live with my parents?
no, I don't think so

I don't know what it's going to be like
In a few years
I don't think anyone does
it brings me to tears (it's the only thing that rhymed)

I try not to
let it be a worry
but somehow it always manages
to creep back up on me

I'm not the only one
who thinks the same
others think the same thoughts
I just won't name any names

I'm living the best I can
everyday that passes by
I just hope I can get over this
Before I say good-bye

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Parents......

What did I do now?
another something gone wrong
you look at me weird
as if I were smoking a bong

Everything I do
is ignorant in your eyes
I can always tell because
you say it in your sighs

You make people believe
that I'm oh so rude
or that,
I'm always in a mood

No one sees his real side
the one that he keeps hidden
he doesn't listen to his daughters
and no, I am not kidding

I can't get through to him
that's just way too hard
he doesn't seem to care
though he says he does in cards

It's also pretty difficult
living with someone I don't trust
he asks so much of me
and he leaves me in the dust

My friends are always there for me
whom I can say anything to
when my dad starts up again
they tell me I should move

It's not that easy at this age
when your parents don't understand
they expect you to
listen to their every command

(ok thats it for now.. and i dont know if that last one is done or not.. but w/e)

ok my site is done but the Brendon pics arent working, heres the link anyways >
http://www.sad74.k12.me.us:16080/~waughclass/Krystal_R/Music%20Mania%20in%20Maine/ ok let me know if that doesnt work for you

ok... im in school.. it not cool... HEY I RHYMED! and i dont think i spelled that right but who cares! school is getting out in like i think 3 1/2 days! yeah, PARTY TIME! oh wait.. i cant party i have to go down to Missouri to work.. oh well CONCERT TIME then! omg im so freaking pissed, my friends band is going to have their first gig this Friday (isnt that tomorrow?) and I CANT GO! because i have to visit my dad who "wants to spend time together" i know right when i see him we're gonna start arguing. ok anyways, i dont wanna think about it. I'm listening to this MCR song and its funny cuz it sounds like Gerard is having trouble breathing lol and he has funny hair, but ya gotta love 'im. :D ok the bell is about to ring, i guess ill be going until next period

ok hello there,

todayi went to see a psychiatrist and she told me that i think way too much.  But people that think way too much (as in myself) are actaully geniouses and they just think so much that they cant say what they mean...  Yeah and right after she told me that.. I found out I was "Gifted"  like I have these special thoughts and stuff.. its a little weird in a awkward complimenting way.

oklast night i was freaking bored.. nothign new so i decided to get a new SN. It's TakingxOutxDisco so yeha, feel free to IM me or something

Wow, my first journal thingy...  I don't know what to say really..:
Holy hell, im in math class right now... soooo freaking boring..  im supposed to be looking up defininitions.. like thats gonna happen lol.  well, nothing cool goes on in my life so i guess i'll go away now.

Checkyalater,
Krys